its completely amazing how in the past few weeks i have talked on the phone every single day and night to this guy and we have not even met yet. i think its awesome that we are building a foundation on communication and i can just talk about nonsense with him but i can also be serious. i love how he calls just to see how my day is going or just to say hi. it makes me feel completely special. and i love how he calls me sweetheart and baby. he is a marine and 22. and there is just something about him that im utterly facinated with. ok, enough with that lets talk about something else.
i failed history. BUT i passed my final and my research paper haha. that didnt help me pass the class though cause that teacher was super mean and hated me. but ive been through a LOT these past 2 months that made it difficult to really concentrate on history homework. my cousin was in the hospital last night and im just glad she got there when she did. she ended up having the exact same thing [MRSA] that killed her brother march 12. its soo hard to think of what would have happened to my family if we had lost her as well to the same thing. so now im hoping everything will be ok with her and work out. she got to go home earlier today so thats good.
i need to go to sleep. im waking up to be at work at 5 in the morning and frankly i want to think about the guy i am crushing on right now. i dont know if its even good for me to like him this much because we have never met in person. but we talk every day whether its by text, phone or im we talk and its amazing. im hoping once we meet he will still like me and possibly oh i dont know… oh but i really do =] maybe he will want to date me that would be really cool. really really really really exciting. i dont know though, im just super stoked.
oh and i have the best friend in the world.
thanks for being there for me em you know ill always be there for you as well =]
